#i learned that today and i was GONE
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mean-scarlet-deceiver · 10 months ago
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Going absolutely nuts today thinking about the Clapham Transport Museum in the 1960s.
The social dynamic here is incredible, rail-vehicle-wise (I dunno much about the road vehicles tbh). Majority of them are fresh into retirement after insanely long working careers. Most of them who have been out of service a long time have been languishing for 15+ years in solitary storage. All of them have dealt, largely alone, with grief and loss and war and the pressures of being Engine Emeritus, Last of My Kind.
... and now they're clean, and displayed, and visited in a shiny new museum.
They're finally surrounded by others like themselves.
They once again have peers.
They are able to network with the wider world.
They all have unaddressed trauma.
And it's the Swinging Sixties, baby!
Long story short, I've decided they spent most of the decade having insane after-hours parties. Also, the Kinks definitely recorded an album there.
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abbeyofcyn · 2 years ago
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Brains and Brawn Apocalypse AU
Distress
Masterpost
Cw implied death, implied blood, injury
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speed-metal-punk · 4 days ago
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Just here to say yes, I am in fact with all the elitists and gatekeepers when it comes to punk. Yeah your DIY sucks, no it's not punk there isn't a single fucking punk band on there, and yes I'm pointing and laughing with my cool ass friends. Get with it or fuck off, we're busy having a good time
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perlukafarinn · 3 months ago
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noctude · 9 months ago
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i don’t know. i don’t know what to tell you
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lit-in-thy-heart · 1 year ago
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been trying out a new writing technique recently and it's called chilling tf out and reminding myself that fic is written for fun.
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selfinflictedgunshotwound · 5 months ago
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sorry for only saying this type of shit lately but i kinda wanna drive a car straight into a brick wall at the highest speed possible
#trying to keep it together so bad because i already know the problems and solutions and whatnot but i cannot do anything#i desperately just need to do something. accomplish any task. actually several would be nice. but i cannot stand just letting life go by#while i watch other people have the things i want. or even metaphorically living my dream like. that should be me why am i settling for thi#i hate even talking about this because i feel so stupid when i know it's not even a real tangible problem and that i actually DO have real#problems to tackle and the ability to do so but i'm choosing to be upset over the stupidest things i could possibly be sad about#and i can't even be sad about it in a normal way i'm cycling through like several different reactions to smth that isn't even real#or if it is real i literally do not have tanglible evidence for it one way or another like i'm driving myself insane for no reason#i can't even get catharsis because all i'm doing is digging a deeper hole for something i never should've gone back into in the first place#because i KNOW how i am i KNOW how i react to things and i still chose to do it lmao.#and i continue to choose to go through this shit instead of actively trying to change my life because... i'm lazy? and stupid? idk#negative self-talk isn't gonna get me to do anything either so let's just say i'm feeling particularly unmotivated like usual#i hated being a teenager but i really do miss when all my problems just amounted to 'someone was mean to me on tumblr today :(' or i failed#a test in chemistry or something. like i yearn for that simplicity becasue at this point all i'm doing is ruining my own life LMAO#i'm too scared to live i'm too scared to die so i just sit here and fantasize that life could be amazing if i wait#and i'll magically get everything i've ever wanted if i just wait long enough. and i know it isn't true and i still wait for it to happen.#because honestly like. i think deep down i am just convinced i will fail at anything i do when that shouldn't be what scares me.#what scares me should be never even allowing myself to fail because i never tried to do anything at all with myself or my life#like. wake the fuck up. get off your ass and put in the effort. learn some skills. gain independence and stability and discipline and do it#just live please i'm begging you just live so i can be happy don't i deserve to be happy... why am i not letting myself be happy#i'm literally keeping myself trapped in this negative feedback loop ON PURPOSE because teehee shiny toy#and it doesn't matter if the love is real it doesn't matter how i feel like i'm just using it as a distraction i can't say it's motivation#because it's barely motivated me at all. i have to start being realistic. 25 & just realizing you actually have to participate in your life#anyways. i've cried i've agonized i've pictured killing myself in 30 different ways. i think the only way i'm gonna feel better is#to just actually try this time without giving up. wish me luck
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bredforloyalty · 2 months ago
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MAY be that i'm cute as hell and employable as hell..
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cosmogyros · 4 months ago
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bobbinalong · 2 months ago
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honestly, as much as i want jay's feelings to get more space and be examined more closely, i'm kinda glad that didn't happen in super son. 40 pages really isn't that much and i felt like they were very needed for jon, it wouldn't have been as good if they'd have split the panel time between the both of them equally.
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seaofreverie · 5 months ago
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There should be a Don't Let's Start: A Podcast About They Might Be Giants but for Sparks
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mwagneto · 11 months ago
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any time i remember time lord victorious arc i start shaking like a sick fucking dog
#having an extraordinarily hard time watching waters of mars rn literally episode of all fucking time#they dont make them like this anyMOOOOOOOOOORE OHHMY GODDDD#icould talk abt it for hours istg it's so. grips you shakes you shakes you shakes you shakes you sh#the WAYYDYDYDHDHDJDJDJDUJDJDHDJDUDJD THHHEEEE THE THE THE . HTHHEHEH#the way u can see glimpses of what's to come in all 4 seasons but especially in voyage of the#damned and then s4 onwards but u dont realise JUST how much he went insane until now#like there's echoes of this in votd but you might not even pick up on it if you dont Know#n here he's just fully gone it's sooo. IT'S SOOOOOOOOOOO. CHARACTER OF ALL TIME#man so profoundly tragic his entire story is abt speedrunning losing everything and#going insane and dying. and yet he still spends like 20 entire minutes crying and begging not to die. okay#i cant rank drs they're my best friends so idk who my fave dr is but 10's is easily my favourite story it's so. it's SOOO.#anyway sorry. stops shaking you and pats your arms down awkwardly. carry on#doctor who#dw lb#10th doctor#the waters of mars#time lord victorious#i was today years old when i learned there's apparently a whole audio series about it that#came out in the past few years. well i aint listenin to that. everything i need is on my screen already#also. the way most ppl havent even seen these specials coz they're impossible to find online..#even tho waters of mars is like. not just extremely important but also yknow. extremely good
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safyresky · 2 months ago
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Scrimbly Jacqueline 39/52: it's MY birthday week, I chose the scrimble!!!
And it's a bb Jacqueline and a Blaise! AN EXTINGUISHED BLAISE! Jacqueline has just gotten the drop on him, and you know how it is. When you've almost just lost this child forever, a little bit of slush on your shoulders and burnt-out hair is nothing compared to what could've been.
"Dani are you telling us this takes place POST Day of Darkness?!?!?!?!"
Yes. Yes I am.
Honestly, I chose this one for bday week bc I've been DYING to attempt Blaise when his hair isn't on fire. It looks pretty okay! But I am upset I didn't give myself more space to colour it. NEXT TIME, GADGET.
Blaise Burnt-Out Hair Facts:
Grows up, not down.
If he does not keep it constantly at a decent height it will resemble a haystack or perhaps, a tornado
Jack deffs gets his hair genes from this man lmao.
Looks like a combo of this sims 2 default men's hair and mine own husband's hair on a good day
Pyros's hair grows down. Another one of the fun ways to tell the difference between the two, lmao, saturation aside!
Both Blaise and Pyros have those two lil sticky outtie bits that just won't quit--you can't see Blaise's here bc I didn't give myself enough ROOM but it's cool. It's fine. NEXT TIME
Had a whole ass crisis last night after finishing this. I thought it was terrible. I wanted to cry about it. I went to bed and woke up this morning and it's not too bad! Next time the hands will be neater, the smoke/steam will look more like smoke/steam, AND there will be more space to colour Blaise's hair! But for now HERE! TAKE MY TWO FAVES TO CAP OFF BDAY WEEK 🥳🥳🥳🥳
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thedevotionaltour · 6 months ago
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personally i like to envision a time where matt tries to be a dick and rags on foggy for his snacks and foggy just shoots back asking matt what's with the large coke sitting on his desk then. that's the second large coke i've seen grace your desk this week. and it's not even a bottle you got at the store that's a cup. that's a large cup. should i mention the can in the garbage too. and matt shuts up from there for the afternoon.
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elegantcherryblossomsheep · 24 days ago
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not having the bestest of days but realising how far ive come.
my fam are going away but they're not too worried about leaving me home alone. tough day at work but i spoke to my coworkers about it (those kids are, apparently, just tricky). home alone but i ate and didn't compensate. no one around but i didn't exceed my exercise limit. self destructive urges but i stayed clean. bored but i read instead of scrolling. spent a while in bed but i got up. lonely but i reached out and am calling a friend soon.
idk it sounds so small but today i was getting so worried that my life was just gonna revert back to how it was before uni. suddenly i notice that its so drastically different even if the circumstances are similar.
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la-galaxie-langblr · 7 months ago
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So Much happening, lots of it good but So Much
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